I love my animals. They remind me that unconditional love exists and that they love me for three reasons. I love them, I care for them and I feed and water them. So simple and they are so loyal. This is not simply with furries… this too with any tiny creature.
Fish are very much with personality too. I am sad to say Esmi passed away a week ago. This is my new baby Esmi II. He filled the tank with life after Esmi passed.
I felt horrible. I think I overfed Esmi … tried too hard. He was 5 years old and I didn’t realize, albeit tough fish they are, they do age too. And as my daughter said… it was her fish dog I adopted.. “Mom, you know it is never healthy to over feed any creature”. True. Human or not.
Strangely enough I connected with the mother syndrome. My mother fed us out of love and I do same to all around me. Since now 6 years bulimic free I think I am realizing more and more a pattern. I eat healthy but still tend to want to feed myself sometimes and too others to show love and caring.
My daughter sent me a message. Sometimes just love without the excess food is all any creature or human needs.. and it’s healthier.
Love my daughter.. insightful…
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