I have had this fear of loving another in a relationship forever. I think it even stems back to my first love who became my husband then my ex. Then my next love and and again my ex.
Interesting when you take a life design coaching course and extras on the side for NLP practices advanced and drawing courses to extend that mental thought and creativity.
It brought me to a very real thought. Over the past 13 years I have been learning to love myself unconditionally. It’s weird I know but most of us don’t. We can love our children that way or our parents that way. Siblings fall into a grey zone I learned.
But self. That unconditional love is the most important.
So back to fearing loving another in a relationship. I’ve changed my views. I am not afraid but I am definitely particular.
I will not engage anymore unless the person loves themselves as unconditionally as I do me and me them and them me. And I want equal love.
I will never love more anymore then someone loves me or allow someone to love me more than I love them.
It’s a big ticket to ask for. In the interim… I am happy single. 🤗🤗😋😉😊 and loving me. Unconditionally.
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